There is no sunshine
in a sealed mind.
So maybe,
if I close my eyes real tight,
the light will vanish,
and leave my pale skin be.
I want to be everything you leave behind,
I want this drive you take,
to be the last time you think about me.
Because I can't stand the feeling of burning ears
I don't want to know you're whispering my name somewhere.
Let go of my name,
and let go of my heart,
I simply cannot bare to house you here anymore.
I don't want you touching my dreams,
I don't want you intruding in the peace I will surely find.
I feel helpless,
I feel miserable,
Then I feel nothing at all.
I want to cleanse myself of you,
Peel away my skin,
because at one point, you loved it so.
I want to see you on the street,
and recognize nothing.
I want to hear your name,
and think of some actor,
but never you.
Never you,
never you.
Never.